good enoughi wasn’t good enoughgood enough
i knew it the moment his eyes landed on me from across the room slowly but wanting to turn around he made his way to me. I repeated all the silly things in my head i thought would make a difference. he was at the table now, i stood the awkward hug was followed by the just as awkward hello. the idle chit chat has ended as we can think of nothing else to say. he’s real handsome that’s was the first thing i notest.
so it made sense that he was disappointed when he saw me the night has ended as we say our last good byes
he quietly mumbled a promise to cal
yester yearpink tutus and sandboxes filled with dreams dancing fairies and butterflies thinking back on those days, those days when the scariest thing in my world was the monster under my bed. things were easier then, i had not a care in the world. or maybe they were hard and i just didn’t know it. maybe i should have cared but just put it off till now. something had to have been there inside me telling me to pay attention. that there was vital information being presentedyester year
something made me in to who i am today something that had I been paying attention would have should have stopped me,and told me to
the onesstaring at the sky looking at all those stars just to think that i have to somehowthe ones
find meaning in all of this. how am i supposed to be the one person to do
something special or fabulous with all those stars looking down on me? billions
upon billions of people flooding this planet and im the one suppose to do
something amazing, something life changing. but im just one little speck, i have no
real purpose or is that my real purpose is to find the meaning of my real purpose. so i can let everyone else know the meaning of their purpose. it’s crazy to th
don't judge medon’t judge me as i lay hear dreaming of you and me. the things we could havedon't judge me
had are now gone like the wind. we could have had everything all of it but there
was something holding us back something big but still small something heavy but
light, we couldn’t see it but we knew it was there.
don’t judge me when i laugh with my friends trying to forget about us. laughing on
the outside, dying on the inside. let me have this, this moment, this moment of
bliss were nothing matters not you, not me.
don’t judge me when i yell at you for taking me back. it was my fault b
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Look out boy
these hips are coming through!
These hips'll knock you off your feet
if you don't make room for them to move.
First two lines of "Ode to My Hips" by Lesléa Newman
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Jack + Iantos
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love yourself, the rest of the world will follow.
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words happen and all you can do is put them in the order you see fit.
I am here to stalk you.
...And also, I don't think you and I have been talking about the same Katie. I checked out her profile and... yeaaah... not the same chick unless she has an alter ego that goes by another name
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'Lo, EUREKA,' I yelled into the cat, 'Thou art truly laborious and divergent. My nose bleeds for your impending encounter with the front fender of a Mercedes Benz.'
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love yourself, the rest of the world will follow.
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words happen and all you can do is put them in the order you see fit.
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